LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL at all those conversations wtf

but honestly he's the only dude from my circle that i'd still date but i left such a bad impression like i was puerile af ... liked him so much but never let it be known and i probably hurt him

sooo rudimentary but definitely a blast from the past hahahahaha

Arriving changes me
Staying costs me
Leaving animates me

The group oppresses me
Solitude holds me
Madness stalks me

To please pleases me
To displease displeases me
To be indifferent is indifferent to me

Age overtakes me
Youth abandons me
Memory remains with me

Happiness precedes me
Sadness follows me
Death awaits me

Suicide / Edouard Levé

i’ve thought a lot about it and there are no mysteries, just comedies that people mistake for tragedies. i listen to what my teachers say and it strikes me that they don’t even believe what they’re saying. i shot a squirrel once but it just looked at me like, get a bigger gun. there’s a storm moving in over the middle school. i clap the erasers, whack whack whack. wouldn’t it be funny if all that chalk dust gave me cancer.

Jon 3:59 am
Haha
Well, ierno
Everyone has their own style, look, etc
You pull it off great
Imo
:D
Even got guys commenting on you
Hahas

me 4:00 am
not really

Jon 4:00 am
Seriously lol
Yes...I overheard
Lawl

me 4:00 am
mostly girls comment my pictures

Jon 4:00 am
About you at sports award

annacantdancee 4:01 am
who...

Jon 4:01 am
I seriously forgot who
But it was like
Who do you think looked the best
And everyone was like
..Anna, anna, anna, .........anna
Haha :x

THEN WHY DON'T THEY EVER TALK TO ME

I've come to realize I value spending quality time with myself the most.

annacantdancee: lmaooo no I don't hate her or anything
annacantdancee: but I won't want to know her
: you make life so simple
: its like if you dont like them then you dont know them
: they dont like you, you dont care . let them deal w/ it
: a guy likes you, hi, i'm not interested sorry

HAHAHA accurate but i'm lame as hell

Having high expectations isn't a bad thing.
-Ms. Berk

....: your so confusing and unpredictable...
annacantdancee: you seem sad
....: yeah
....: you!
....: mke me sad :[
annacantdancee: you don't like me
annacantdancee: you always lie
....: lie my ass
....: you think im lying?
....: im holding back
....: i know what happens when i say i like you
annacantdancee: if you don't like me, i would move on
....: lol i know...
....: if i did like you
....: you'd move on also
....: its the same thing.
....: i dont want to talk tot you anymore:X
....: you make me sad
....: LOl
annacantdancee: how do I make you sad
....: idk
....: i liek you so muchh but you dont feel shit for me

.... (9:38:16 AM): what do you call it when you miss something that never happened

reiteration .... if only u knew

.... (9:30:02 PM): idk what to say anymore to you
.... (9:30:23 PM): i ran outa fuel
.... (9:30:34 PM): we have nothing in common
.... (9:30:42 PM): im tired of trying
.... (9:30:50 PM): why doesn't somebody else try instead

If only he KNEW........ I was so afraid.... that if we ever dated I would lose myself because I don't even know who I am, ..... that I don't love myself so I refuse to be loved

just because no one comments how pretty you are doesn't mean you aren't. and just because people comment how pretty you are doesn't mean it is the truth either.

we shouldn't live off compliments now, should we?

I don't understand how guys can call a girl boring if they're the ones chasing. If she bores you, why don't you just move on instead of complaining, yeah?

this whole time i was thinking you're too good for me but you think i'm way out of your league?

i'm in too deep already, don't joke with me.

Currently in school using the laptop typing this post up.. lol. I had a lab first period. I got a free t-shirt but it's not even in my size.. Anyway the rest of this day is going to be boring. It's all free time but it's also the last impression. I can't risk my grades. The sky cleared up! I hope the floor dries so I can play handball 4th period.